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Sunday, March 30, 2008 2:16 PM

it was only today then i realise that i wanted my chalet so so so much. the much-awaited chalet. it was booked, buffet was booked, cake was ordered, invitation were sent out... i so wanted a birthday party for myself, of course since it's my 21st. so disappointed that everything was cancelled. but i'm still glad that i'll be spending my big day with my lovely boyfriend.

something bad had to happened. it's been a week, but i still feel weird that something was taken away from me. not having a celebration in the same month of her demise is the last respect i give to ah ma.