Friday, June 26, 2009 7:50 AM
I AM BACK FROM SUNNY ISLAND PHUKET!
I love it there; no cares, no worries.
Waking up every morning with the ever-entertaining bf was bliss.
Traveled on rented bikes was shiok-ness for him and joy for me. No helmets needed! I kept saying there's 'no govt' there. Oh by the way, parking is anywhere as long as you see bikes. When in Rome, do as the Romans do. Totally applies there.
Massages, pedi and mani at 200baht. Tell me how not to miss that place. Gosh.
Exciting day doing water rafting, elephant riding, waterfall, snorkelling and ATV. Very touristy I know, that's what everyone else does there too.
Traveled all the way to town only to find the shopping mall as expensive as ours, and the same brands we have here.We caught Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen there too! Bf can barely wait for it till we comes home. I gotta say IT WAS DAMN GOOD!Now back to the harsh reality, bye to the paradise. 
Thanks for the encouraging words, people.Thank you bf. I knew you were as helpless as me, seeing me so dejected. I truly enjoyed the getaway, let's save up to fly further away! (:
I knew I gotta do it. It's just hours before due. I NEED to buck up! ):
Friday, June 19, 2009 2:41 PM
If only my mood was as colourful...
10:20 AM
I AM SO SCREWED.
This four words kept appearing in my mind. My mind is blank except for these words. I am seriously very very very screwed ):
I'm supposed to leave for sunny island Phuket tomorrow with a carefree mind to lead a 4-day carefree life with my lovely boy. But now, not only am I leaving with a heavy heart and a mind full of the freaking HROD report, I'll be left with ONE DAY to complete it before doomsday on Fri.
Tell me what to do man. I'm so scared and so worried. I am close to tears whenever I think of it. In case any of you don't know, I am a procrastinator, a goddamn fucking procrastinator. Meaning I always push my limits to the real limit and start panicking and worrying when deadline is damn near, and I'll start to cry and panic whenever I talk to someone about it or when people ask about it. I was like that in poly, and I haven't change a bit.
I'm really at a loss. For the first time, I wish I wasn't at work right now, I wish I was in the library doing the goddamn research.
I just thought it's a damn bad timing for holiday; his parents' excessive worries about H1N1 and my report deadline. URGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!! ):
Life's never been fair, has it? Just what the fuck have I gotten myself into?
She's taken her next step. What is mine? ):
Saturday, June 13, 2009 5:20 PM
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Wednesday, June 10, 2009 10:08 AM
Last Sat was Jane's Big Day at Sembawang Park. Went there earlier with bro and yl to lend our hands helping out here and there. The place's not bad if there were LESS of the 'campers', it sort of spoils the atmosphere. But then again, it's a public area, lots of 路人甲乙丙丁walking around.
I thought it was a great chance meeting the MANY ex-PSians, catching up and talking nonsense. Haha.
After dinner, went drinking at D'zess Pub till 2plus? I think all my tiredness until now was accumulated since that day. Bad aftermath of late nights.
Then came Sun, a lazy day for bf and I cause we turned in at 4. Booo. We went to catch Terminator Salvation, not bad. Christian Bale is HOT in the movie! (:
Received email from sch regarding mid-sem test dates yesterday, and damn! ER test DID NOT clash with my return flight from Phuket!! Weeeee~ No need to defer or waste $$ change flight! YAY! :D You won't understand my joy, it's one burden down from my many burdens.
HROD assignment due date extended till 26th, 2 days after I return from my heaven. I JUST NEED THAT LITTLE MORE PUSH TO START! :X Urgh..
Friday, June 5, 2009 4:08 PM
IT'S FUCKING DISGUSTING WHEN SOMEONE JUST FUCKING BURP INTO YOUR EAR WHEN ON THE LINE WITH YOU.
FUCKANEHNEHCCB.
Wednesday, June 3, 2009 3:10 PM
Random ramblings..
I'm feeling very very very exhausted lately. Even when I turn in early, I wake up a zombie. I wonder if it's my contact lens making my eyes tired. ):
Sent out some applications. Hope to get at least one reply, then it won't make me so demoralised.
I have a report due on 19th this month. I've not started at all. I've no idea how to get started. I'm so bloody fucked up.
I have no money to get bf a decent birthday present/surprise in phuket, unless I dig into our savings. He knows that and I feel damn bad. ):
Pay's gonna be delayed again. It's completely transparent now, good and bad.
I need to get out soon, before she does. If not, I really cannot imagine what's gonna happen next..
LIFE'S A BITCH! :(
