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Saturday, August 30, 2008 12:18 AM

We could have got on with our lives; live with a little regret for some time,
and maybe it will slip out of our minds after a while.
But we didn't.

WE SPOKE.
*grins* (:
We shared our thoughts and cleared our doubts.

No more awkward moments;
no more who-left-out-who outings,
and lastly, no more pretence.
Haha.

*WeEEeEeEeE~



Thursday, August 28, 2008 9:03 PM

Was it something I ate?
My tummy is hurting every now and then, for the past hr.
Straight after mama's home-cooked dinner, I had 1½ slices honeydew and some white grapes without heads cause abit black; mummy cut them off.
I let out a few freaking smelly silent farts which I can hardly tahan. LOL.
And my sai won't come out, though I had the lao sai sensation. Urgh.
My apologies for being so crude and gross. I LIKE IT.

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The delicate areas around my eyes hurts. And itch easily.
Did I rub my eyes too often?
Am I having my contact lens on for long hrs?
I have no idea. It just hurts ):
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As time gets closer to that time of the month, small playful excited pimples come out to play.
They take days, sometime weeks to clear off.
F. I hate pimply face.
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Posting some backdated photos again. Cause photos are always with others.
Situations like that won't happen again, when I get my OWN camera (:
No need for professional huge cams nor HUGE mega-pixel cam.
Just one gd enough for some decent photos.
I will get one myself (:

16Aug08
JB with PS girlies
Rui. Lin. Jenna. Mich.
Nicely done Pedis and Mani. Damn pleased.
MARCUS: Colleague-cum-Driver of the day.
He drove us around; waited patiently for 4 pretty ladies getting pedis and mani done, and brought us to this cheap and damn ulu kelong place for seafood dinner.
Was his b'day the following Mon, hence the cake and Spongebob for him.

Spongebob made me super happy and hyper that night in the car.
I think I need something like this to brighten up my day, everyday.
Look how happy he is (:
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Presenting my Hip-Hop little baby.
Look carefully, he's holding a cigarette between his fingers.
LOL. Our creation :D
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Tuesday, August 26, 2008 1:30 PM

:(



Saturday, August 23, 2008 4:55 PM

Rainy days are so comfortable.

But I'm more of a fan of sunny days.

Hey big fat sun, please show your face tomorrow. We have a date at Sentosa!



Tuesday, August 19, 2008 8:24 PM

I just received this surprise McNugget meal delivered to me. Papa, Mama were stunned. Shocked; I told the guy 'Here #05-302, you sure correct?'
'Yar, yar..' mumbled sth about 'Mr Koh/Ms Lim'
'Do you have any contact no.?'
Handed over a pc of paper and I recognised the familiar mobile no. 91** 7*** right away.
'Oh yar yar, correct, correct. Thank you..'
Ultra Sweetness! (: *Muacks!
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06Aug08
Met up with these darlings from TP for dinner and dessert at TCC.
Chatted non-stop and the ever-cheerful JL kept creating laughter with her funny experiences at CA. HC is also with SIA now. WOW. But being cabin crew ain't as glamorous as it seems. Ha!
Enjoyed this small session; hope it'll be more frequent!
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13Aug08

Ktv-ed with my loveliest girlfriends(:
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16Aug08
Went to Baby's place straight after I came back from JB.
Reached his place; covered my eyes; led into the room and TAH DAH!
He prepared this chocolate fondue for me!
HE IS SWEETER THAN THE CHOCOLATE! (:
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17Aug08
It was so impromptu, we didn't plan for this trip though we thought of going there ages ago.


I carefree, laid-back days with Baby(:
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On a random note:
Baby tried to strangle my little baby. It looks happy though -___-
Haha, Ok, not very funny.
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4:14 PM

I'm back at my less stressful; nice-smelling office.

Felt a bit redundant of me, no place for me. Not trying to sound pathetic, just a matter of fact.

So many things on my mind, I don't know where to start from. Yup, I'm feeling stressed over my Marketing attachment. And Boss mentioned some presentation after the attachment; oh f i hate it. Urgh. Haven't felt such stress for a couple of months, doesn't feel good. I guess I haven't been doing anything meaningful since I moved over to Azalea. I miss Ops. I can't help, but compare. And I thought I seriously sucked at the previous position; my supervisor then must have felt damn disappointed ):

A mixture of feelings; I can't describe and put into words.

I spent half of Sunday afternoon at Haw Par Villa with bf. I remembered and I guess it used to be a must-visit location in the eighties/nineties(?), when I was still a small kid. I remembered climbing up and down the many statues there, and papa taking pictures of us. I think ah ma was there too. Maybe should dig out some old photos to relive some memories. Now, it is SO rundown; the yellowish signboards, pathetic-looking stone benches, greenish algae-filled waters/ponds and statues that looked like they'd really gone through decades. I supposed it hasn't been maintained for quite a damn long while, no wonder it's free admission now. Oh but then we paid a dollar each to walk through this eerie-looking tunnel which shows the ten stages/punishments that the evil dead goes through after death. Oh well, I hope I won't go to hell, seemed so painful.

Pictures up next.



Saturday, August 16, 2008 11:35 AM

Those two words came out as 气话; I'm sorry and I regret saying them.
I'm sorry these had to happen over and over again; seems never ending.
I'm sorry I raised my voice.
I'm sorry I kept shouting at you over the phone.
(Mummy even had to speak to me about it -__-)
I'm sorry I can't control my temper.
I'm sorry and I regretted not asking you to move to a quieter place to talk to me in a nicer way.
I'm sorry I have no confidence that I can change to become your mild-tempered girlfriend.
I'm sorry I'm not a supportive girlfriend.
(And I thought I told you my thoughts before..)
I'm sorry I wasn't trying as hard as you thought I would.
I'm sorry I took you for granted at times.
I'm sorry I thought you could always tahan me and 哄 me the way I wanted.

I'm sorry for being such a bad girlfriend.
I'm sorry for all the hurtful words.
I'm sorry I was so overwhelmed by anger that I totally forgot about the word 'sorry'.
:(

`hurt



Thursday, August 14, 2008 10:52 AM

Party World-ed with bf, Lin, Jenna, Jas and Patrick on Monday, 11Aug.
LOTS of laughter, lots of fun, lots of crap. Haha.
**One night in Beijing, 我留下许多情... ...** Ha!
Long time since I last ktv-ed too..















*to Lin: GOT HAIR LAR! -___-'' lol

Kbox with SL and Van yesterday. We were always rather quiet during meet ups. I have no idea why. Maybe we read each other's mind? I hope we really do. I really treasure these 2 girlfriends of mine. Sometimes I doubt myself when I say they're my bestest girlfriends. But then again, I know we'll be there for each other if we really need (:

Had a small heart-to-heart with Mich during lunch yesterday. Her problems and my 心结 with J ): We used to be on really very good terms. I looked up to her as a sis; really i swear, and i think my bf don't even know this. *sigh. I don't remember any girlfriends stayed over at my place b4, but u. Was it because gotta go Tamp PM e next day? I can't remember, but I do remember us fretting over how my dying printer might not print out the PM inventory list. Haha! Anyway, it's a 结 I wish we could both talk about, get over and move on. But I'm not sure how to approach this sensitive topic. I feel an invisible barrier somewhere between us.

I'm sorry if I ever made you feel terrible. I didn't mean to treat you with any hostility. If i ever do, it's because I felt the same from you. *SORRY*

And, it does hurt a bit when some truths were revealed. Like how I wasn't asked for some outings and how you all gotta hide from me ):



Tuesday, August 12, 2008 10:19 PM

:) He managed to surprise me again. My sweet baby got me this sweet perfume somewhere somehow during work. Ok I know he went out of office to run some errands at Suntec, but this totally came as a surprise.
Yup I love the smell, I love the person who bought me the smell, the person who bought me the smell also love the smell and he would of course love to smell the smell on me!
Hee. *Muacks
A mini DIY belated b'day card for Vanessa. I started working on it as soon as I reached home just now, cause I'm meeting her and SL for ktv after work tomorrow! YEah! :)

Oh these were taken last Fri, at St Andrew's Sec doing a reunion gathering for this 1974/1976 cohort. They were a batch of men and ladies in their fifties. Isn't it amazing how they still managed to gather about hundred school mates of their time. Haha. Yes, maybe with the advancement of emails and friendster and facebook blah blah blah. Maybe they're still using those old and yellowish telephone book? lol, just a guess!



Thought of the day: Braces or Studies? Enough money for both?
Another thought of the day: I'm earning so freaking little, it's barely enough! Shucks..
One more thought of the day: Money issue aside, what do I want to achieve at this current place? What CAN I achieve? I think I'm wasting my time, D's time, and everybody's time.
Last thought of the day: I think I'm still lost. *SIGH. No one is able to help, not even baby. Really. Feel damn helpless.
LAST last thought of the day: I actually have so many thoughts a day. Doesn't feel really good. URGH!~ :X



Thursday, August 7, 2008 1:18 PM

Today's 七月初七, the Chinese V'day (:

Yesterday, Lin, Jixuan and Lin Tian asked me abt the price of roses at Azalea. Haha. Being a nice girl who 不忍心 to charge them, I promised to 'steal' some roses and wrapper to do small hand bouquets for them. HAHA. Ok, I merely TOOK some flowers. I risked getting myself into trouble to do these ok!

Here goes:

JiXuan's (duno who he's giving to)


Lin Tian's (for his gf in S'pore) LOL.


Lin's (for Liu Dan)


Kok Teng's (for his gf)


A bit no standard. Or should I say, wayyyy below standard! Haha.
HELLO, FOC already, don't expect too much.

Lastly....
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A SURPRISE BOUQUET FROM MY SECRETIVE, CUTE BF! :D *MuUUuacks!


Wahahaha~

Ending with a random pic..



Was looking through past photos and saw this: Skiving at work! At Centrepoint atrium; an event for Style: magazine. Pai seh ok, lots and lots of ppl walking past and I still remember clearly, a random aunty in GREEN kept trying to steal food from our buffet line. Pissed off. But thinking back, it's hilarious. (: