Wednesday, June 25, 2008 1:48 PM
to Baby: I'm SORRY. i know and i totally understand what u meant last night. i also know i could have reacted in a totally different and more positive way, but god knows why i have to react in e negative way. i so wanted to say 'sorry', but i have my ego too. *sighs. but all is fine already. i NEVER want to go to work with big fat ugly puffy eyes again! :) *muacks.
to Lin: yeah. though u didn't exactly speak at all, good guess for my pair of super puffy small eyes.
but all is fine liao. as usual.
haha. Jasmine just called me regarding an event. LOL. i feel super proud of myself can. SUPER DUPER. to others, it might not be something worth mentioning. but still... :D it was this church function i stayed as service staff early Jan this yr. a blood donation drive i still remember. it was like 5 months ago ok. and e freaking pastor remembered my name!! cause he called to cater from us again and he requested me to be the service staff again! haha great honour, and I'm seriously flattered when Jas told me this. lol. haha, i guess in e service line, this is what u call a sense of satisfaction.
scenario: the client u served for only an afternoon remembers ur name until 5 months later.
I'M SO PROUD OF MYSELF:)
think whatever u want, but i feel good! hehe..
2 days to Bangkok!
*screams in excitement*
Monday, June 23, 2008 5:53 PM
Baby's birthday! :)
happy and excited over our first spa massage!
and.. no pics of us during our massage. cause we're like *ahemm*, not properly attired for photos. moreover, camera's in e locker.
massage's over! slacking in the waiting lounge.
two satisfied little birdies. haha.
kissy kiss for my cute bday boy *muacks*
our silly funny faces. random shots.
i like this pic of our reflection. pretty pretty:)
this sums up our massage and we're definitely going for more! haha. baby's gonna pamper me. woo yeah..
here we are, at our next destination: Kampong Fish Therapy.
removing our footwear, washed and dried our feet, and then we're sitting by the fishy pool!
look how i squirm like a worm! haha. this small pool that we're using is freaking full of the hungry fishes, which are supposed to remove our dead skin, leaving our feet silky smooth. and believe me, it's really f-ing ticklish. i sort of let out a scream when i first dipped my feet in. omg. and baby's such a chicky boy that he wasted the first 15mins pondering over how to overcome his fear for the fishes.
still getting used to e feeling; only put the heels of my feet at e surface.
he's trying to push my feet into e water. irritating. haha.
a birthday boy is always a busy boy.
slowly, slowly.. half my feet is in e water le!
argh! my feet under attack! haha. really so ticklish!
i like this pic. he's so cute!
and finally, i managed to put my legs in! yeah...
he looks like he's in agony. haha. poor boy.
ok, let's be fair to him lar. he's not chicken. he did put his heels in slowly.
haha, look at him. the brave boy.
he's under attack too!
finally, both feet in! haha.
:) our happy, ticklish and fun experience.
To Baby: Happy 24th Birthday! first bday celebration with u. though it's just another simple date, i had a fun with u:) Only thing I'm not happy with myself is: i didn't get u a bday cake! :( i wanted to find a chance to surprise u. but then.. boo! thank you for ur tolerance of my baaad temper, i know say alot of times le, i still want to let u know how much i appreciate it. i know it's a little hard for such a man man like u to show that u dote on me, but i need lots of tender love, care and concern. hehe. lastly, pls know that u can share every single thing with me ok, esp. ur problems at work. i love u, bum bum. *muacks*
Wednesday, June 18, 2008 11:22 AM
2 more days to our (x+1)months.
4 more days to his birthday.
9 more days to Bangkok.
i realise we really have not much to talk. even when we work in e same workplace. is it just me? or do other couples face the same thing? do u not like to share ur thoughts? or do i share too much of my thoughts with u, which most of the time, end up in a quarrel? do u really know me? yes u can anticipate when I'm going to flare up. but is tt all? i wanna be understanding abt ur job, then who is going to be understanding abt how i feel? now u're starting to feel tt I'm too dependant on u. tt's simply because i love u so much tt i can imagine my whole lifetime with u. yes, mushy but it's true. is it wrong to love u too much? being independent means maybe i shld care less? call u less? sms u less? yup maybe. and, I'm not trying to use this bog to communicate with u. just tt these are things i cant bring out of my mouth. and i guess e moment i bring them up, e usual quarrels happen again. but i do not want quarrels, and all u think is i want to find sth to pick up a fight. i just want all my inner thoughts to be known by u, my boyfriend and my closest friend.
Friday, June 13, 2008 4:51 PM
haven been feeling well for the last two days.
fever, flu, sore throat, headache.
felt so weak.
a day after i fell sick, baby fell sick too.
fever, flu, cough, headache. *sigh.
now that I'm feeling better, I'm gonna make him well too. hee.
I missed my date with girlfriends cause I'm too ill.
so sad.
had dinner at Soup Restaurant on Tues to celebrate mummy's bday.
their soup is super nice lar!
MUST TRY!
a whooping $123.65..
but i felt proud being the paymaster. lol.
heard a bad news ytd.
Mich's gf's bf passed away in Brunei during his NS training.
it's all over news by now.
it's a super sad thing, only 20yrs old, a promising young man.
now, imagine how the gf is going to get over it.
*sigh..
he's also Jasmine's HTM junior, she was also damn shocked upon hearing the news. she said he was a damn nice guy ok. why is it always so unfair.
i also teared when Mich cried. cant help it ok. i cant imagine if this were to happen to any of my close friend. *cross finger*
anyway, life is really short and very unpredictable.
so, cherish and treasure whatever we've got right now cause we'll nv know when they'll be gone.
on a lighter note, i going shopping with Lyn on Sunday!
we both want a pretty dress for both our colleagues' wedding.
:)
Tuesday, June 3, 2008 9:37 AM
i know it's so stupid of me to do something like that.
which girl with a normal mindset would do this.
i dont know why, and i dont understand why
but i just always happen to enter her blog.
the AFTERMATH:
i get upset, in fact, very upset.
i get very very very very jealous over the numerous sweet things he'd done for her.
:(
i'm the one who cant get over it. funny.
