Sunday, May 18, 2008 4:38 PM
it's a Sunday;
a lonely Sunday in fact.
my boy's working:(
I'm mad, but not with him.
i think i have e right to be pissed,
i know it's not his fault;
neither is it mine.
just fuck it.
fuck e planner;
fuck e director.
fuck all e fucking plannings that put him at advantage only.
*sigh..
all i want is a Sunday spent with my boy in a simple way.
be it just a movie;
or wandering in a mall;
or maybe when weather's Gd, baby will bring me kite-flying.
that's e only off day i have.
Sat's a half working day for me.
i don't dare to harbour any thought of spending e other half of a sat w baby;
cause he'll probably be busy;
w b/f line set-up and carrying truckload of stuffs.
anyway,
e point is: my anger is not targeted at him.
but without fail,
we end up in a quarrel over e same thing week after week.
my Missy temper + his man's temper = heated argument
hmm anyway, i was saying..
anyway, (HAha..)
we made up, again:) (without fail too).
tml's PH. it made up for my lonely Sunday.
else, we wouldn't have made up so fast too.
and last night,
went NaNa for mr Chen's advanced bday celebration.
he had his bloood brothers there.
we just sat ard,
drank martell (why waste, he paid for it. HA!),
and waited for time to pass.
(in fact, waiting for him to pass out.lol.)
anyway anyway,
he did. of course.
w all e shots and power power liquor he took.
his cousin sent him hm.
end of story.
by theeeee way,
I'm super duper excited over our Thai trip next month.
*WeeEeEeee!
and LIN proposed a sentosa excursion b4 Thai trip,
proposal accepted! i want!
Haha..
i lub everyone ard me. excluding some.
(tt phrase above is so random)
i love my baby.
i hate senseless quarrels.
i gotta control my temper.
i thought I'll understand his job and his position BETTER than anyone else.
but i was proved wrong.
I'm just another girl who complains of too little time spent tgt.
but i was proved wrong.
I'm just another girl who complains of too little time spent tgt.
*sigh *sigh
i gotta understand.
i gotta get used to it.
i can't let it affect us, and affect me all e time.
some day i will, maybe.
i hope so.